almost-sane's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- No one needs attention like I do. Good God, I can't even imagine- when was the last time I posted something on here? Months? A year? I'm just at my wit's end and I can't use my other blog. I don't need that kind of judgement from my friends, who now read it regularly. Look, let's get right to the point. What does a woman who feels unattractive do? She tries to seek validation, doesn't she? She tries to get a little something... What's wrong with trying to get laid for the sake of it? I was on this really hot date last week. We went back to his place and we're having one of these uber-hot make-out sessions that might rival a porno. And what happens? He busts into an asthma attack. We tried to start up again but he couldn't get himself to breathe. So he rolls over, and falls asleep. Of course. I kissed him on the cheek and whispered I was leaving. He said he'd call me the next day. He didn't, by the way. Never heard from him again. A friend of mine came over last Friday night. This is a guy I had more sexual chemistry with than anything. The foundation of our friendship was joking around about when we'd finally be getting it on. So when he asked "wanna get naked tonight?" over IM, I figure, why the hell not? No such luck. He sat opposite me on the couch, about 10 miles away from me. Not a hand, not a finger, not a thing did he lay on me. Wimp. Cut to this evening. I was excited to be having another date. An old friend of mine asked me out and I'm far too weak right now to turn him down. And then? He cancels. Just now. He has to pick someone up at the airport. Of course there is no one else to do it. Men really suck. Well that's just fine. I'll be at home tonight. ALONE. Eating fatty foods and watching crappy TV. Should u need anything, don't hesitate to call as I will probably be staring at the phone, willing it to ring. 3:36 P.M. - 06.15.06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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